01/07/2024
2.5 years ago was my last post here. I guess its time to send out a word into digital land and tell that this work is still going.. Even more so.
I guess the fact that I haven't written for all this time is that the actual physical world had plenty of movement. And still does.
The past year had been particularly moving. Not only did I become a mother but did the works of the Vision Quest thrive like never before.
'My' boy is now already 1.5 years. He has truly brought me to a whole other galaxy... One I could write a separate book about.
The passage into motherhood. I still am trying to fit the pieces of the puzzle with the deeper knowing that at the same time I always will be.
Many days I miss the wise elder circle of women around me that are there to guide me into true motherhood.
With that I mean not the programmed mother that does as mother 'should.' That follows the routines and structures that are visibile in the collective. Or even the mother that breastfeeds for years out of 'sacrifice' and barely clogs to wakefullness.
I am trying to find things that make sense, a wisedom I can turn to, learn from and be guided into.
But as I am writing this I come back to the place where we contstantly return to. The pointer back to ourselves. Directing us back to our own wisedom. The ancient wisedom that we carry for lifetimes.
One day I hope to be that wise woman that can guide the next generation into it. Because in my eyes, its one of the most precious tasks that if done lovingly, consciously, can help restore the earth and humanity. We raise the ones that will follow...
Thats a big deal.
Who knows, maybe we meet here one day and talk about it amongst the stars.
Picture: By the Treehouse with nightvision camera
