08/02/2025
Day 4 in Curacao was so dreamy. It started with a walk to have lunch at Zanzibar on Jan Thiel Beach and ended with a romantic sunset on the ocean. I haven't watched a sunset from start to finish in a while and I noticed that the end of the sunset went much more quickly than the beginning. It's like the sun rushes out at the end like the show is over close the curtain. It got me thinking about life since I'm coming to my 39th birthday at the end of this trip. As I get older the years seem to go by much faster. It seems like the sunset, the last part of life happens more quickly than the first. I lost both of my grandparents since my last birthday and the grief of this year has felt like an initiation into late adulthood. I got to be there with my grandfather when he passed on and witnessing that transition from life to death is such a dramatic reminder that all of this ends, no matter what we have planned. Time not money is a finite resource and we are spending it every second we breathe and trading it in for dollars while they are printing new money every single day. If I live to be the age of my grandfather who was my oldest living grandparent at 88 that's only another 50 years on this Earth. Even if I make my goal of four new destinations per year that's only 200 more places to explore. That's hardly enough time or new places in a world so vast especially If the last part of life rushes out as quickly as the sunset. I'm reminded to live as much and as fully as I can, see as much as there is to see and do as much as there is to be done, love at every opportunity and heal myself so I can enjoy every moment. The money is replaceble, but time can never be replaced. Time to go out and explore.