
08/06/2025
Today is her birthday. She's 13.
And Iām feeling all the feelings. š„¹šāØ
There was a time I thought Iād never sleep through the night again.
She was just a baby and glued to my hip. Then a very opinionated toddler who insisted I carry her everywhere ā until I made a deal on her 5th birthday that she was a big girl and that I wouldnāt do it anymoreā¦
ā¦but every time she asked, I just kept picking her up.
Because I remember how soft her baby hair was.
How chubby her cheeks were.
The way she smelled like a baby ā like lotion and heaven and home.
Every night she fell asleep with her head in my lap in a silent living room, her daddy carrying her to bed once she fell asleep. She would always find her way back in our room in the middle of the night though. We tried every type of sleep training imaginable and I used to wonder if I would ever have a minute to myself again.
Now? Sheās off, driving around town with her brother, making plans without me. Having sleepovers that last entire weekends, going off to church camps, soccer camps, making new friends, and dreaming big dreams.
We donāt sing āLet It Goā anymore.
We donāt lay together at night.
I donāt carry her.
She doesnāt sneak into my bed at 2am.
But we do talk about life.
We talk about what she wants to be when she grows up.
We talk about feelings. Boyfriends. The real stuff.
And honestly? That part doesnāt suck.
Sheās driven. Sheās beautiful. Sheās confident and free.
Sheās everything I wish I couldāve been ā and sheās my daughter.
And while it absolutely aches watching her grow up so fastā¦
I am so proud.
Proud of how strong she is.
How kind she is.
How determined she is to chase whatever lights her up inside.
Today, my momma heart is just sitting in awe.
So if youāre in the thick of itā¦
Or if youāve blinked and your baby isnāt a baby anymore ā
Take the trip. Make the memory. Forget the rest.
Not because itās fancy. Not because itās perfect.
But because the little moments are the ones youāll miss the most.
š Thatās it. Thatās the post. Just a mom, feeling all of it today as her baby is officially a teen.