02/11/2026
My dive into the feminine embodiment practices I teach was born out of my own desperation.
Desperate to return to my sense of self.
Desperate to return to my own vitality.
Desperate to return to my creativity, eroticism, Aliveness, and knowing.
Desperate to feel connected to the Divine.
Desperate for a container that could hold all of meâ
All of my shadows, all of my light. All of my grief, wildness, rawness, realness.
All of my voice, all of my power.
All of my emotionâ
Nothing off limits! Nothing guarded against.
Nothing I had to leave at the door to only show up with part of myself to my spiritual practice.
It needed to include my sensuality, my pleasure, my hunger, my desire, my yearning
It needed include my impatience, my frustration, my exhaustion, my vulnerability, my roar.
I needed to create a space for all of me to be held and experienced and met.
And so I did.
It began on my own, for several years. In the privacy of my own bedroom, door shut, and accessing my breath, movement, sound, & body and sinking into all of me.
Sometimes the practice was subtle and feather light.
Sometimes there was something loud knocking from within and I knew the only way through was to turn and face it and let it melt me.
Holding myself and liberating myself through all that arose.
For years before motherhood, I had a seated silent meditation practice.Â
But now, in the busy swirl of motherhood and ordinary life, I needed something different.Â
I needed a way that wasnât about sitting still like a glass with dirty water in it and if you just sit long enough the dirt sinks to the bottom and the water becomes clear, noâ
I didnât have time for that!
I needed to take the dirt and rub it on my body and remember that I am earth too!
These practices do just that. Born out of my desperation, they plug me back into my satisfaction.
Into my holy knowing.
Into my intuitive pulsing.
Into my sense of belonging.
Into my humble acceptance.
Into my feminine essence.
Now, I am so grateful to do these practices with others. To share what has become my lifeblood out into the world.