19/09/2026
I'll be inconsolable today.The thought of flying back tomorrow fills me with anxiety, I'm already stressed and don't even get me started on how upset I am. I miss everyone so much, I long for these visits, but then I don't want to leave! It will take me weeks to get back to normal and stop the thoughts of "shall we go back" it doesn't matter how lovely the life is if something is missing!
The kids have their lives, but I see my babies, and times they need me, the normality of walking to the shop, speaking your own language etc. I find Bulgarian very hard, even after all this time I still haven't grasped it.
Friends that so totally understand you! People you can trust with all your heart.
Yes these visits are everything and the heartbreak of leaving again never gets easier.
Airfare prices and the way they inflate during school holidays ruins a lot.
So I guess I'm asking for a bit of understanding over the next few days, there could be posts there could not🤷🏼♀️🤷🏼♀️I need a reset, get the kids back on track, sort some bits out in Bulgaria and take it from there!