23/12/2025
For those who have been following this Instagram account for quite a while, you might be familiar with a special dog named Stella that I met in New Zealand.
Benda ni agak personal tapi aku rasa aku nak share sebab aku rasa kisah aku dengan Stella ni is part of my core memory in New Zealand so i want to make it as a post so bebila rindu aku boleh belek balik post ni
2018 was the year TFP began to grow. Tahun ni lah based on record, TFP dah dapat create our own niche. Advertise trip and trip start sold out within two weeks. Start with Flores, Japan, Mongolia and New Zealand. Tahun 2018 jugak lah aku baru start kenal erti penat travel back to back. Aku baru belajar start travel lama almost 3 months jaga trip.
I was one man show back then. 85 days, 6 camping trips New Zealand back to back, with no strong financial support, no support system, aku hadap koyak barai semua tu sendiri. Nak dijadikan cerita, time tu jugak lah aku tengah heart broken. Korang pernah ke ada moment level koyak tengok batu pun nangis? Hah aku lah tu time tu. Tengok batu pun dah bergenang air mata, pastu cepat cepat lap sebab kau kena stay function jaga trip.
I met Stella during one of the trip. And we connected instantly. Since kenal Stella, aku cut budget daily allowance aku from 10NZD/day ke 5NZD/day. Duit cut tu aku nak pakai buat topap duit petrol nanti aku nak pergi Fairlie jumpa Stella waktu gap trip.
I still remember it vividly,
aku bayar duit petrol 30NZD with coins kat Mobil,
Aku text owner Stella aku nak singgah jumpa Stella,
Aku pecut drive 2 jam lebih ke Fairlie,
And there Stella dah ada depan rumah
Aku jalan masuk ke farm belakang rumah
Duduk kat tengah tengah farm
Aku menangis sesorang
And Stella, she just sat there next to me
Just be present
I have nobody back then
But somehow,
Stella’s warm presence healed my broken soul
This core memory had a huge impact on me
It shaped me into who i am today
Be nice to everyone
You never know the battles others are fighting
I want people especially bebudak trip aku feel a sense of warmth whenever they’re around me
No awkward, just comfortable
I want to be everyone’s Stella :)