12/24/2016
PROVERB 31 WOMAN
There is a message in my heart that I want to write to all of the ladies out there whether young or old. This message woke me up from my sleep and so here it goes:
Ladies stop trying to be a Proverb 31 woman to a man who is not ready to receive it. I have been a victim of this myself. I have been a Proverb 31 woman to many guys who were still at their player stage as they like to call it, I have given so much of myself to only receive little in return. I keep telling myself that next time it will be different but it turns out to be the same result different guys. Then today as I was deleting what I called the final stage of a relationship, I realized and God spoke to me in my dreams. Why are you being a Proverb 31 woman to a man when you have not learn to be that to me first? That question really got me, I started thinking yes why:
1. Why have I been faithful to a man with broken promises but I have been unfaithful to my God whose promises are never broken?
2. Why have I taken the promises and word of a man saying baby I got you, I will never break your heart but I have neglect the words of my God that he will never leave me nor forsake me?
3. This God of mine created a Proverb 31 woman but I have forgotten to wait on his timing on who I was supposed to be a Proverb 31 woman for and to.
So tonight, I hurt for a broken relationship not with a man but with my God, why have I been so dependent on what a man thinks of me but I have neglect the love from the one that created me? As I continue to build on myself and letting go of all toxic from prior relationships, I hold firm that I have a forgiven God and he definitely does answer prayers and show you what he wants you to see but only on his timing, which is the best timing. So as 2017 approaches, I am not a firm believer in making a New York resolution but I know that I am leaving all of my baggage from all of the prior years from damage relationships, self-doubts, negative thoughts, etc and I am moving into 2017 refreshed with God by my side. I will continue to work on me and my relationship with him and him alone. Ladies my message tonight is STOP being a Proverb 31 woman to every man that enter your life; only one is supposed to received that treatment because that is the one that GOD has created for you to be a Proverb 31 woman for.