08/05/2024
I arrived in Ouidah determined to find the statue of Francisco Félix de Souza. For many years de Souza, one of the biggest slave merchants in the history of the transatlantic slave trade, sold slaves to Portuguese, French and British merchants, from right here in Ouidah, Benin. The slaves usually from rival tribes were gagged and jammed into boats bound for Brazil, Haiti and the United States. De Souza controlled it all. I wanted to understand how he could possibly be honored in a country where he had caused such indescribable pain. I told my guide, Alex, that it was not the Python Temple or even the Gate of No Return, that I wanted to see. I wanted to understand this statue and see where it was placed in the city. Four hours later after countless conversations with locals, with the street cleaners, with mothers and their children, and with construction workers, no-one could answer the question. I think we possibly got to where the statue was placed, a demolition site but I am honestly not sure. We were relying on one street vendor. But where it is now? No-one we spoke to had any idea. So has Benin just wiped him away from history? It reminded me, of course, of the debate here in the US. What to do with these remnants of the past. Is the statue sitting somewhere? Do we just toss them into the ash bin of history, purging them as if they never existed? Not a simple question. Having come to terms with the fact that I could not get resolution, I had sought we moved on to the Door of No Return, a humbling place to find yourself with the sound of the pounding waves and some vendors hoping that people like me would contribute to the country’s economy.