03/21/2022
Here I I'm in a very different time ; then when I first started this page . Then I was homeless living in the walk-in cooler where I had worked the prior year , The Pentwater Village Cafe and Pub . Yes through a number of events that was happening around my life at that time ; I found myself sleeping in the closed , shut down walk-in cooler of my boss . A very low , and uncertain time in my life indeed . Yes I hit bottom once again , and had to once rise from the ashes of my life .
Now here I I'm 11 years after that dark , shaking time in my life in a much more time of certainty and peace within myself . It certainly wasn't any easy journey without any setback , but still I'm finally here . I have a home that I've been lucky enough to obtain and develop and grow in ; unlike my nearly 10 years adrift 2007-2013 . A time I was bouncing from one location to another for a home . Running where my heart had led me foolishly time after time with terrible consequences . Yet now I'm landed and grounded once again ; thanks to my angels and the Almighty God himself .
Not only I'm a grounded but I have once again been able set seed for growth with in me . I I'm once again writing songs , and more then that ; for the first time in my life I'm able to see and hear my music dream come to life .Through a chance meeting in the Songwriters Group , I connected up with a fellow songwriter Christian Bouillon ; and only 6 months later we have 10 songs on Sound Cloud , 3 music videos on You Tube , and shortly we will have an album out .
This is all a great feat for a man like me ; that has been through so much in a life time ; more then I even care to share . Yet here I I'm a finally able to see the end of the rainbow of my life long passion , and dreams to be a songwriter . At this time I have hundreds of song already written over the last 30 , or so years ; not to mention the many songs I had lost from the 20 years prior . So I have a huge collection of poems , and songs to reap from; for my finally journey through music . Not only that connecting with another dreamer , and writer so much like myself ; has inspired me to write more songs . Our songs and the album we will be having out has a little of both . Songs from my past and songs from today ; that are all connected through the theme of today . The theme is messages , and stories of a time that we have grown into . A time of insincerity , darkness , and destruction ; all that I've grown to know first hand in my own life .
I Believe the album will be titled MY Heart Cries ; with many songs that we have written together that all touch on the now days of time . Songs like our first one , one I wrote many years ago Souls In Between , Dark Days , and newer songs like Slamming Doors , Child R***r , Calm Before The Storm , and more songs that Christian Bouillon had written in his past .
Yes in a way this is the best of times , and the worst of times . As a man finally seeing his music dreams come to life it's beautiful . Yet at the same time , it's a time of darkness , and much uncertainty with war and decease now threatening are man kind and life as we knew it . My luck I guess , but I will keep praying for help and genuineness from above to guide me , and all of to a better time ; like I have always done through my life , that got me to this point . So my prayers go out to our Creator for all of us to save us from our self and the destructive nature man can be capable of . That we finally see are wrongs and correct them with a joint effort to not destroy , but save and rebuild this planet God has gave us . If not we all will be doomed and this will be the end of times indeed . How foolish and unnecessary this would be ; when as a human race , one joined family of earth has the means to stop this self destruction . We need to all just learn to work together in love , and peace , and compromise to do this . Yes we can do this buy just putting the same energy we do in destruction in building a wall of peace , love , and unity as God did when he first created our home earth .
Ok I laid enough on you for today ; so I will leave you with these words - Peace and love to all my brothers and sisters , and do the same to others for we are all one family that must learn to live together . Be grateful for what you may have today , and don't forget about those that may not have a much , and share . Yet always know there are no promises for a future for any of us . Peace out and share the love , stay alive and strong .
