09/25/2024
Ethel Mallory....well lets say I wanted to make her smile.....she made me smile..... that felt like the most I ever lived....free and genuinely cared about..her love made a difference in me. Our completely unplanned nightly shenanigans make me laugh still....i miss her even more when I think about hanging out with anyone else....I almost feel like I'm cheating on her....I hope you know that I loved her I cherished her and there are lots of you that hold space on my planned/not planned best life.....
Cousin linda she was really my person to get outta my life when I was young.....jennifer shelton, kathy moody, revae edwards, lorena, marsha cochran, our ball team and a few guys in school filled my youth with probably more than my share of I shouldn't haves....but truly I'm glad I did.
I've always cared a lot about Chad who I miss a lot as well and I shouldn't care what people say I do love him as friend, I like the members of the pool league and miss playing but don't miss some fakes out there trying to get my life without working for it.....Evelyn D and Bonnie B Lebanon gals I've loved since 93......the players on Midwest tour both male and female changed my life forever.... I miss them and plan on getting back out atleast once every few months......id like to take Kathleen Strutton with me but she is battling cancer herself. I might just have to kidnap us both....,LOL.... honestly think her and Ethel are a lot alike..... Weirdest thing is they are both Jersey girls...
I've had some great queens in my life and I'm lucky now as I've ever been.....
Mariah is still just a princess getting closer to my crown.... ..
Ginger and Percy are 1 in a million......Nellie she is the only girl tattoo I got, Barb well Paynes her middle name and she's kept me from a bunch of it, Rita made me feel freedom that was really free.... shes my ride or die, Ashley, Ashley, Ashley well were from the same cloth and the same not cloth....lol..... Patricia soldiers on.... Weve got our own warpaths with battles still to slay and Miyah you are my hungry spirit.......Shanea.....I will view your lifes arts to keep me colorful... And your beauty and your whip to keep me vibin right for our tribe....Charlie well we were from whatever time whatever place wherever we wanted to be....I was glad to be there in steak and shake Whiggery.... Kayla and Airin we were from wherever we had to bee to buzz around and make it fun...Lisa..I don't know how I got so Atlantic City Lucky to have met you just before my having to spend 30 days liquorless....You ruthless first day employee dragging in Ten Dollar Tom Dick and Harry's.....
These are women who have been alongside me through the last 25 years or so of my life and make me who I am and who I am damn proud to be....I love each of you still and am glad to have had you to guide me when I have felt so lost.
