04/08/2023
Good morning Duchess and Me has been quiet for a while. We have been very depressed because the last few weeks was anniversary of my oldest son death and also the anniversary when 2nd oldest son became ill an almost died as well. My 3rd son anniversary of passing away is coming up in April. So needless say we have been very depressed and could not leave the sofa. We managed to get up and set in front of this computer this morning. How long will it last please pray for us.
What I would like to do is just find me an Astro Van that I can afford which is not much. Since I had to pay all my son funeral. And my 2nd son medical transportation back an forth from his doctors appt. I have maxed out all my credit cards and my bank account is empty. I only have one vehicle and he needs to get to his Doctor visit. He had a least 6 surgical procedure.
If i could just get Astro Van I would turn DIY it into a caravan so I could get away on the weekend. I can not take the only vehicle we have an go away for the weekend my son may have emergency and need the vehicle. We live in the country and takes 30 min to get hospital. For EMC could take at least 60 min or more for them to arrive. With our one only vehicle at home could be different between him living and dying.
Astro Van DIY caravan will allow me to get away. Since I can not afford hotel fees. I could sleep in the van maybe I could save enough money to purchase gas so I can getaway once a month.
But oh well that's just a dream. Lord Help...