10/01/2026
Nobody warned us that one day Halloween would become a place we could never actually go back to.
Not the date.
Not the decorations.
The feeling.
Halloween felt enormous.
October seemed to last forever.
You’d spend weeks discussing costumes at school like you were preparing for the Met Gala, except somebody’s entire costume was a black garbage bag and vampire teeth.
There was no overnight shipping.
No scrolling through 900 costume ideas.
You worked with whatever your mom could find at Walmart, Kmart, the drugstore, or buried in a plastic tote in the basement.
And somehow?
You were THRILLED.
The cheap vampire cape.
The witch hat that refused to stay on your head.
The face paint that started itching approximately eleven minutes after application.
Those plastic fangs that made it impossible to speak without drooling.
You didn’t care.
You looked terrifying.
At least you thought you did.
And that was enough.
Halloween afternoon at school was practically unbearable.
Nobody was learning anything.
Your teacher knew it.
You knew it.
The clock knew it.
Every minute between lunch and dismissal lasted approximately six years.
Then that final bell rang.
You went home.
And the house felt different.
Mom was making dinner, but nobody actually wanted dinner because there was CANDY COMING.
The local news was talking about trick-or-treating weather.
Some Halloween special was already playing on TV.
Outside, daylight slowly started disappearing.
And then came that very specific moment.
That October-blue sky.
The temperature dropping.
Leaves scraping across the driveway.
A jack-o’-lantern glowing on somebody’s porch.
And suddenly the neighborhood belonged to kids.
You didn’t need directions.
You didn’t need a group chat.
You didn’t need somebody sharing their location.
You saw costumes coming down the sidewalk and you RAN.
There was always somebody’s older sibling who mysteriously became responsible for six children.
There was always one kid whose costume required explaining.
“What are you supposed to be?”
“NINJA SKELETON.”
Obviously.
You traveled in packs.
Across lawns.
Through piles of leaves.
Up driveways.
Down sidewalks.
Your plastic bucket banging against your knee while you tried to keep up.
And there was an entire unspoken neighborhood economy.
Some houses were legendary.
Some houses gave you one tiny piece of candy.
Some houses told you to take two.
And occasionally…
you found THE house.
The house where the person holding the bowl said:
“Go ahead. Take a handful.”
A HANDFUL?
You had just encountered royalty.
There was no online neighborhood map telling you where the best candy was.
Information traveled the old-fashioned way:
a breathless kid sprinting down the sidewalk yelling something important.
And eventually your bucket became heavy.
Actually heavy.
Your fingers were freezing.
Your costume was falling apart.
Your hair looked insane.
Whatever makeup had started on your face was now somehow on your coat.
And you still begged:
“One more street.”
Just ONE more.
Eventually somebody’s mom decided civilization had ended for the evening and marched everybody home.
Then came the second half of Halloween.
The floor dump.
You know the one.
You turned your bucket upside down and suddenly the carpet disappeared beneath a mountain of wrappers.
Now negotiations began.
You had inventory.
You had leverage.
You had enemies.
Three things nobody was trading:
Reese’s.
Kit Kats.
And anything full-size.
Meanwhile the weird candy nobody wanted slowly migrated into one sad pile.
Your sibling tried to convince you that five pieces of terrible candy were somehow worth one Reese’s.
Nice try, criminal.
Your parents collected their completely unauthorized candy tax.
You complained.
They ignored you.
The television played somewhere in the background.
Your costume lay crumpled on the floor.
Your cheeks were still cold from being outside.
And for one night, staying up a little too late eating chocolate felt like absolute freedom.
We didn’t know there was anything special about it.
That’s the part that gets me.
We weren’t thinking,
“I need to remember this.”
We assumed there would always be another October.
Another costume.
Another night running through leaves.
Another candy pile on the living-room floor.
Another year when Halloween felt impossibly far away until suddenly it was HERE.
And then somewhere along the way, without any ceremony at all, we got older.
The costumes disappeared.
The plastic buckets disappeared.
The neighborhood somehow got smaller.
October started moving faster.
And eventually we became the people standing in the doorway holding the candy bowl.
That part is still strange.
Because sometimes I’ll open the door on Halloween and see a group of kids tearing across the lawn, costumes crooked, buckets swinging, somebody yelling for everybody else to hurry up…
and for half a second,
I remember exactly what it felt like to be on the other side of that door.
To be little.
To have nowhere else to be.
To believe the night was still young because there were porch lights glowing three streets away.
Maybe that’s what we actually miss about Halloween back then
Not the candy.
Not the costumes.
Not even the decade.
We miss having an entire night ahead of us and absolutely no idea how quickly it would all go.
We thought we had endless Octobers.
Turns out, we were spending them.
And damn…
they were good ones. 🎃
