02/13/2025
So.... it's Valentines Day! Ahhhh.... the memories! As an 84 yo now, my memories of Valentines Day are frequently seen differently now.
But oh....how I loved Valentines Day at one time in my life...a long time but a time.
Now I see Valentines Day differently. I see it as a sweet heart would...still I no longer overdue the day! A nice rise perhaps, perhaps some extra flowers but mostly just a day to live myself with all my heart and soul and as I love myself, I'm living wherever I go!
So, I often do NOT allow myself to love myself fully... there is akways a "gotta do better" pounding at my brain. And so....
I face that fear for those who hear thereby create my destiny. .. sometimes.... sorta.... I guess.
