22/03/2021
Can there be enough hours in the day? I can't seem to move forward. Or I take a step in that direction, spin around and things are back to before? Am I wasting time (that I don't have to waste at my age)? I'm not sure.
I'm keeping lists, several of them (too many of them?): Calls to make, things to do, crafts I want to make, friends I want to spend time with for coffee, lunch, museums, walks.......... things to organize, toss, give to Salvation Army. Around and around.
I've made rules -- cut back on FB time, computer time, too much TV at night when I could be doing something constructive, reading too much? Not enough time for crafts and the things I want to do. Organize my photographs. Deep sigh.
I feel like I am setting the timer in increments of an hour or two to work on one thing and then rest a little, reset timer for another project. I've got to figure this out.
And this is with being home -- which I would like to get in order before I do begin traveling again since I don't want to be home more than to throw a load of wash in, fluff, fold and be gone to some wonderful new place, some great adventure. I've had my two vaccines and I'm just waiting for the world to open up. Hurry, hurry.
So maybe this helped me vent, writing does that for me. But also, maybe just another excuse to get off track. I'm so dinghy.