08/13/2025
From a lawyer to a global mountain nomad update - still loving the in between existence 8 years and counting.
Navigating life as a global mountain nomad has given me profound insights into identity and belonging. Of all the places I've lived and traveled, the most complex experience has been residing in the US and the Philippines—my two home countries as a Filipina American.
My recent stay in the Philippines has opened my eyes to why I often feel more comfortable anywhere but in the US or the Philippines. In countries like Peru, Mongolia, or Nepal, where I neither hold citizenship nor long-term residency, my role as an outsider is clear and easy to embrace. I’m visiting, passing through, a guest in these places—and that clarity brings freedom.
But in the US and the Philippines, where I claim citizenship and have called home, it’s always confusing. There’s a constant pull to belong fully, to fit into the defined cultural norms, but I never quite do. Whether it’s because of racism, colorism, or cultural expectations, I exist on the fringes—never fully American by traditional norms, nor fully Filipina by local definitions. I live in an in-between space, witnessing two worlds collide inside me.
That collision—felt most sharply in these “home” countries—is painful yet enlightening. It revealed why navigating identity is so much easier in Peru, Mongolia, Nepal, Pakistan, Morocco etc where I clearly stand as an outsider for a moment in time.
This is also why I find the mountains to be the place where I 100% belong. In the mountains, there’s no need to define what country or place I belong to. Nature accepts anybody, no matter where you come from. That connection to nature is real, unfiltered by culture or nationality — it’s a pure belonging that transcends human boundaries.
Living a life unrooted in any single place means grappling daily with ambiguity and discomfort. But that freedom—to belong everywhere and nowhere, and to find true belonging in the natural world—is what truly shapes who I am. It's me truly.
It's Brown Gal Trekker.
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