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30/09/2026

30/09/2026

13/09/2026

What you think about me
That doesn't worry me
I know I handle some things immatuturely
I ain't gon' walk on these stages in front of these people
And act like I live my life perfectly
That doesn't work for me
Christian is not the definition of a perfect me, woo!
I ain't the type to be quite
I ain't gon' sit here in silence
If I wouldn't say what I say to your face
Then I promise you I wouldn't say it in private
I am not lying
People go off on my page and trying to quit the replying
But this is ridiculous
I'm passionate man, I really mean what I'm writing
You want me to keep it a hundred? OK, I'll keep it hundred
I see a whole lot talking on socials
But honestly, I don't see nothing in public
I kinda love it, yeah.
"why don't you write us some happy raps?
That would be awesome
All your music is moody and dark 🌑, Nate"
Don't get me started
You wanna know what it's like if you met me in person?
Listen to my verses
This music is not just for people who sit in the pews and pray at the churches
I've been rejected
I don't expect everyone to respect it
I don't expect you to get my perspective
What do you expect from a therapy session, huh?

13/09/2026

This girl at the show looked me in the face
And told me her life’s full of drama (yeah)
Said her dad is abusive
Apparently he likes to beat on her mama
I got so angry inside
I wanted to tell her to give me his number
But what you gon’ do with it right?
You gon’ hit him up then he’ll start hitting her harder
That’s real
These kids, they come to my shows with tears in their eyes
Imagine someone looking at you and saying your music’s the reason that they are alive
Sometimes, I don’t know how to handle it
This type of life isn’t glamorous
This ain’t an act for cameras
You see me walk on these stages but have no idea what I’m dealing with after it
I put it all in the open
This is the way that I cope with all my emotions
I’m taking pictures with thousands of people
But honestly, I feel like nobody knows me
I’m trying to deal with pressure
How you gon’ tell me my music does not have a message
When I’m looking out at this crowd full of people I know I affected?
Ah, I got some things in my life, I know I should let ‘em go
Let me jot it down,let me take a mental note
I put it all in this microphone,think about that for a minute
What is the point of this song?
Just venting
But what you expect from a therapy session,huh!

10/09/2026

Yeah, I got off stage like a month ago
I was talking to fans
And one of them pulled me aside and said “ we never met but I swear that you know who I am
I been through a lot
I don’t know how to express it to people,don’t think that I can
But I got that Mansion CD on rotation
That’s real for me Nate,you do not understand “
It’s crazy for me
Kids hit me up,say they slitting they wrists on the daily
This music is more than you think
Don’t book me for just entertainment,it’s entertaining
Hearing these parents,they telling their kids
My music is violent,you gotta be kidding me
I guess that your definition of violence and mine
Is something that we look at differently
How do you picture me,huh?
Want me to smile? You want me to laugh?
You want me to walk in the stage with a smile on my face
When I’m mad and put on mask?
For real though!
I mean,what you expect from me?
I’m tryna do this respectfully
They say that life is a race
I knew my problems would probably catch up eventually
I do my best to be calm
How you gon’ write me and tell me you’d slaughter my family?
That’s just a glimpse to the stuff that get sent to me
These are the parts of my life they don’t never see,woo!
I am aware it’s aggressive
I am not here for acceptance
I don’t know what you expect here
But what you expect when you walk in a therapy session,huh?

10/09/2026

I don’t know if you can hear me or not but if you can, I just want you to know
You gon’ make a lot of mistakes and they gon’ laugh in our face that’s part of life,that’s just the way that it goes
And I don’t know if you can hear me or not but if you can, I just need you to get it
I know you been questioning life trust me, I know what it’s like I’m here for you if you need someone to listen
Do you need someone to listen

07/09/2026

See,Mom and Dad are not together they took different routes but you probably already knew,you getting older now remember back when mom picked us up from grandma’s house?
And she hid her boyfriend in the trunk and drove a couple miles?
Down the street and then she pulled over to let him out,‘Cause she ain’t want dad to know she had these type of dudes around
‘Cause last time he found out,He had to take us from Her
You look uncomfortable,I’m sorry let me change the subject
You know how we’ve always struggled with abandonment?,
And when we feel like someone’s leaving we start panicking?
And yo I wish I could say I’ve learned to manage it
You think it’s bad now but you don’t know the half of it
Passion is something we have never lacked
We see it the most when we’re writing raps
They think it’s funny now,let’em laugh
I know you think it’s just an outlet when you’re really mad
But you don’t know the platform you’re about to have
I know some things about the future you ain’t ready for
I know some things that you gon’ cover up,but can’t ignore
And what hurts is they gon’ surface at the worst moments and we gon’ act like it don’t hurt us
But it hurts,don’t it?
We walk around with the devil 👿 talkin’ on both shoulders
Wish I could tell you that he disappears when we get older
But that’s just not the case
And I know you feel out of place
And everything is not okay
And life can be a lot to take,but
You know how intoxicated people make us nervous?
To the point sometimes we shake and it feels so disturbing
Don’t be scared,that’s just trauma tryna reach the surface
And tell us everyone we love ❤️, gonna try to hurt us
Which isn’t true,but it’s a lie that both of us believe in
Yeah,you might get a glimpse of happiness from your achievements
But what you’ll learn as you get older every time you reach one
Is you’ll just make another goal that doesn’t lead to freedom
See,some things about to happen that you can’t imagine
At 24, you’ll drop an album, and you’ll call it mansion
At25, you’ll put out therapy and gain some traction
Skip t to track number four,now that’s a really sad one
Yeah ’perception’s coming next we ‘bout to reach the masses
It sounds awesome; at the same,it doesn’t matter
At 27, we’ll make millions
But it’s really sad ‘Cause you learn to realise that none of this will make you happy
I wish that I could look at you with empathy
Sometimes I feel like I’ve become what you were scared to be
Which makes it really hard to look at you with sympathy
‘Cause if I’m feeling bad for you then I have to feel bad for me
And that’s just something I feel like we don’t deserve
That’s why I’m always looking down on you I know it hurts
I’m sure you have a lot of questions I’ve been tryna search to find us both some answers
I’ll be here for you if things get worse.

07/09/2026

Yeah,sometimes I wanna disappear like I just don’t exist,l’ll find a time machine and take me back when I was six maybe younger ,either way, I guess the point of it would be to tell that little kid that he’s gon’ take a lot of hits.
Yeah,I’d probably grab your hand and tell you life is hard if you got questions or you need advice,then talk to God ‘Cause He’s the only one that listens even when you think He isn’t
Even good people are great at making bad decisions.

07/09/2026

They ain’t gon’ take you serious
You find out pretty quick that life is more than just appearances,
I know some things we could avoid to save embarrassment but everything that breaks you down can also build your characters.
‘Cause people love to see you fail,just be aware of it
Don’t let nobody tell you who to be or write your narrative
Look,we’re all products of the things that we experience,but there’s a big difference between confidence and arrogance,you hearin’ this?
I know that you don’t get it now, but you gon’get it later
I know you feel like you’re alone and no one loves you maybe,and you gon’ cover insecurities with lots of anger ,the weird thing is someday all of this will make you famous
You start to write about your life and while they’re all relatin’
You’ll make up a slogan,call it “real “,
But feel like you’re the fakest
Wish I could tell you that your future’s nothing but amazing
That’s just not the case and I guess I just don’t know how to say this.